I stood in the freezing cold in the Winter of 2003, with hundreds of thousands of other people rallied behind steel gate enclosures outside the UN, as police officers on horses paraded like jailers, shoving and prodding the offal (us) within. We shared cookies and sentiments and drank hot drinks in our containment area. People chanting, people carrying signs. I carried a radio to listen to the voices. Millions of people protested throughout the world, to just say No to War. “This is an immoral War,” the people said. But the people were ignored. The people were rendered irrelevant in the face of the Bush/Cheney plan for the Iraq War against Saddam Hussein.
I write this letter on the 10th anniversary of the Iraq War on behalf of my fellow Iraq War veterans. I write this letter on behalf of 4,488 soldiers and Marines who died in Iraq. I write this letter on behalf of the hundreds of thousands of veterans who have been wounded and on behalf of those whose wounds, physical and psychological, have destroyed their lives....
It was 10 years ago on March 19, 2003 that the United States invaded Iraq on the false pretext that Saddam Hussein was hiding weapons of mass destruction. They rallied their allies behind the pain of the recent 9/11 attacks of which Iraq had absolutely no part. It was six weeks later that President Bush stood arrogantly under a banner reading “Mission Accomplished” declaring the end to the Iraq War. But the “War” segued into Operation Iraqi Freedom, which ultimately became a 9-year multi trillion dollar US military occupation.
I write this letter on behalf of those veterans whose trauma and self-revulsion for what they have witnessed, endured and done in Iraq have led to suicide and on behalf of the active-duty soldiers and Marines who commit, on average, a suicide a day. I write this letter on behalf of the some 1 million Iraqi dead and on behalf of the countless Iraqi wounded....
Saturn is retrograde in the sign of Scorpio, a sign associated with death and destruction, and we can retroactively look back now, at all the lives that were lost, the lives that were destroyed because of the choices of those who had the power to do so. Because of the selfish choices of a few. This week, Saturn is still involved with Pluto in Capricorn (wealth, power, transformation) and Chiron (the wounded healer), which is joined by Mercury, the planet of communications, of letters, of the voice.
I write this letter, my last letter, to you, Mr. Bush and Mr. Cheney. I write not because I think you grasp the terrible human and moral consequences of your lies, manipulation and thirst for wealth and power. I write this letter because, before my own death, I want to make it clear that I, and hundreds of thousands of my fellow veterans, along with millions of my fellow citizens, along with hundreds of millions more in Iraq and the Middle East, know fully who you are and what you have done....
Jupiter also perfects its square to Chiron this week, the aspect of the false prophet, the arrogant authority who claims to be a healer, but who does not listen, who will not listen, assuming they have all the answers, and therefore do not need to listen. To hear the voices that said No. Mercury will be here as well in Pisces, the unheard, the silent voices speaking to the wind.
You may evade justice but in our eyes you are each guilty of egregious war crimes, of plunder and, finally, of murder, including the murder of thousands of young Americans ~ my fellow veterans ~ whose future you stole...
And finally we have a Full Moon in Libra, which shines a very bright light on the Uranus/Pluto square on Wednesday. Mars perfected its conjunction to Uranus on Friday and will square Pluto on Tuesday, while Sun and Venus in Aries perfect their conjunction to Uranus next Friday. When the Uranus/Pluto cycle is reactivated, as it is this week, we come to the realization that things that we had previously tolerated, are no longer tolerable. Mars can bring up a well of self-righteous anger and protest. It can be volatile. And it can also be a potent motivator for change, realization and even enlightenment. Uranus/Pluto cycles are great opportunities to implement much needed changes in society as well as in our personal lives. Of pursuing the ideal of becoming “the change that you would like to see in the world.”
I have, like many other disabled veterans, come to realize that our mental and physical wounds are of no interest to you, perhaps of no interest to any politician. We were used. We were betrayed. And we have been abandoned. You, Mr. Bush, make much pretense of being a Christian. But isn’t lying a sin? Isn’t murder a sin? Aren’t theft and selfish ambition sins? I am not a Christian. But I believe in the Christian ideal. I believe that what you do to the least of your brothers you finally do to yourself, to your own soul...
Tomas Young is the Iraq veteran who was the main subject of the documentary “Body of War” produced by Phil Donahue and Ellen Spiro. The film focuses on Tomas’ injuries, his rehabilitation and his political awakening which then led to his becoming an outspoken anti-war activist. Paralyzed from the chest down when he was struck by a sniper’s bullet in Baghdad’s Sadr City, he has been riddled with health complications which have left him dealing with relentless and unbearable pain. As a consequence, he has made the mindful decision to end his life some time this year. But not without first releasing his “Last Letter” to George W. Bush and Dick Cheney. When asked how he wants to be remembered, Tomas Young replied: “I fought as hard as I could to keep another me from coming back from Iraq. That is what I want to be remembered for.” Saturn retrograde in Scorpio. We will remember.
My day of reckoning is upon me. Yours will come. I hope you will be put on trial. But mostly I hope, for your sakes, that you find the moral courage to face what you have done to me and to many, many others who deserved to live. I hope that before your time on earth ends, as mine is now ending, you will find the strength of character to stand before the American public and the world, and in particular the Iraqi people, and beg for forgiveness. ~ Tomas Young
a copy of Tomas Young’s last letter can be read in its entirety here: Last Letter
for more on Tomas Young and the “Body of War”: Tomas Young and the End of the Body of War


























